Everything has been going downhill
All these cops killing blacks that's real
But they don't feel the pain that I feel
I'm not the one who died
I'm the one who's still alive
But that don't matter in their eyes
You only matter when you're gone
It's times where I don't feel welcome in my own home
Is this how it's supposed to feel when you're grown?
Losing almost everything you own
Man I feel like in this world I'm all alone
Told a girl I'm in love with her so she's aware
But she don't even care
Seeing her with someone else is something I couldn't bare
But that's selfish of me
My life isn't even near together
I'm still trying to figure out whether
Or not I should wait or move
On so to something else in life that I cannot lose
Because I've done enough losing
I've had enough pain, I've done enough bruising
I just want everything to end